"seizure"

i always wanted to grow a sunflower maze in my backyard.

the wall

pirates

you put a note in my pocket, said be good to yourself
and that was all

life being what it is, we all dream of revenge
open your eyes for a second, just to roll them at me
i stared straight into the sun, something to concentrate on

and if you turn it on you'd find, i've written you a thousand times
you would do anything, you'd give up everything for god knows why
i just can't stay till your gone
i won't wish you well, i wont see you off, i wont try to call
if i see you in my mind, i'll say to you
it's not your fault

you said I'll see you in september, but thats not long enough for me
you put a note in my pocket, so it would take care of me
but that was all

my neck itches
i've got a sunburn
my boyfriend is finally home
i have lots of easter candy
new wooden speakers
yay!

lemonade

there are two immensely important things that i will need when sometime in the future i buy a house.
1. HUGE bathtub
2. garden space

while the bathtub issue will probably be an easy fix, i think looking for the right place with the right garden/outside area will be a little more tricky. not only do i buy things for my future home, but i also like to look at/buy things for the outside! recently, anthro added these amazing lights to their inventory:



super pretty but 400 dollars!!! ahh!

so when urban outfitters (sister company, yes!) added these lanterns to their website for only 120 dollars, i died and went to garden heaven.



i'm particularly smitten with the blue one:



and since employee appreciation is coming up, it would only be 70 dollars. yes, kind of weird to buy lanterns for a house i will probably not have for 5 to 10 more years, but everyone will just have to deal with it.
to conclude this post of wishing and madness, i offer some of my favorite pictures i found on desiretoinspire.net: